Ms K. :" Even though next time you have a bf..if you 'dam dai' me...and we're not like how we use to be right now...we won't go out every wednesday...you won't call me every night...we won't chat in msn that often...I'm still okay with it...cos' at least you found your soul mate..."
"You have to be strong, cos' no matter what it is, I'll still be by your side to support you..."
~You know or not, among all my friends who comfort me, Ms K, you're the only one who made me cry my heart out.. cos' I was so touched...~
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It's been more than a month since ' the break up'...everything went back to normal...no more crying...the urge to be back together seem to fade away too...I knew that we will end up like this...but I never thought that this day will come so soon...this day came to sudeen...toooooo sudden till I did not know how 2 react...
I knew that we would not be happy together...never ending fights...never ending quarells...maybe both of us does not really match after all...you're sick of me...and so am I...
3 years together...we tolerated each other for 2 years...I couldn't let go at first...but, as days go by...I realized that without me, you could be much more happier...I decided to let go, cos' I love you more than anything...I want to see you happy...
You said I'm a burden to you...You know when you said this, it just reminds me of when u carry me, you said no matter how heavy am I, you'll never put me down...when you said that I'm a burden, I knew clearly that all this have to come to an end...as I know that, you could not take this any longer...
Well, you taught me a lot a lot...at least I'm independant and strong enough to face anything by myself now...I always take everything for granted, but now I know that I have to appreciate things when beautiful things are around me...
~Thanks to all of my friends who gave me support and comfort...thanks for accompanying me during my 'down' period...so sweet of you all^^~
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